Not sure how getting married means you have no social life? I have plenty of married friends that have a far more “exciting” social life than I do, as a young single person.

Anyways, it seems like you’ve already made up your mind. Not wanting to get married because you’re young and unemployed is one thing, it’s entirely another for you to be wanting to fuck other girls just to “see what it’s like.”

It seems like you might have a pretty hazy sense of self esteem for this all to come about simply because a couple girls messaged you saying they had a crush on you several years ago. It might be beneficial for you to work on that aspect of your self-worth, rather than just assume that the grass is greener on the other side. Because spoiler— the grass is greener where you water it.