I saw a post where you asked if it was cool for your BF dated
other women while on the road.
That's up to you but if the opinion of a random man matters?
He should be your ex-boyfriend.

I'm an INFJ and you, lass, would appear to be a kind person: It's
in the eyes and the temperament you project. Sociopaths and selfish
types will take advantage of that.

You only get one life. Spend it with someone who appreciates you
and feels lucky to have earned a place in your life.
Obviously that jackass feels neither.

I came up with this quote:

"It's better to be alone on your own than alone with someone else.", after spending 7 years with my wife after a car accident and brain injury fundamentally changed who she had been.
Has he ever traced a finger tip over every line of your ink in the
morning after you wake up?
I would.
(For starters).
:)
You as a human being with feelings and worth deserve SOFA King much more than that.