Thanks I needed that. No amount of therapy, or techniques in letting go, or distractions is really going to change the person I am or my heart. Although my brain tells me it’s time to move on and it’s over. My heart yearns for this, and will continue to do so until it gets too tired. Hope is beautiful, dosnt mean you have to have it. If I was able to love someone, and go through everything I went through with this person, my heart will naturally pull me in that direction. I’ve become comfortable with always having a little hope. There’s nothing wrong with it, it most likely won’t come true, but it gets me through the day damnit, and it’s a nice feeling.