I only get turned on when I see dead women or when I watch women die. AMA

What turns me on most about dead women is the fact that they are dead. It's part sadism and part necrophilia.

The Sadism aspect of my sexuality is characterized by my obtaining a weird kind of gratification knowing that they were once alive and now they are dead. Witnessing them die amplifies the pleasure, because watching them express the emotions and gesticulations associated with a dying person, like fear, pain, shock, horror, the look of terror on their faces, the sounds they make, the movement of their bodies, and then that final movement or facial expression before they die, just immensely gratifies me.

The Necrophilic aspect of my sexual gratification is characterized by my experiencing sexual pleasure from watching the stillness of a face with the eyes closed, or more gratifyingly, watching the expression of shock or fear or just the blank, empty stare on a face with the eyes open. Also, I am turned on by the fact that I have complete control over a human that I am asexually batter acted to. The fact that they are completely vulnerable to touch, or any other kind of physical control or action, turns me on. I love the full submissiveness of a fresh corpse. Emphasis on fresh.

Depends on what you mean by "acted on." If you mean whether or not I have had sex with a dead woman, then no. But I have tried having sex with a girl who pretended to be dead. I wasn't able to maintain an erection because I couldn't force my brain to believe that she was dead.

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