Great and straightforwardly honest post! In my open relationship, I realized for all my dreams of having a hotwife who shares and feeds off my enjoyment of her pleasure, only leading to us being more connected, it just never works that way.

I had one date, hooked up, and then completely closed my side because I admitted to myself that since it didn’t happen that way, I had to just admit that I was basically monogamous outside of that hotwife fantasy. I agreed and asked the same, that it not be weird since she doesn’t want to close her side yet. She has never found a quality extra-relational person, so it’s obviously not about attention. I hope one day to just have a normally healthy and active/thriving sex life.