Here comes something somewhat bitter, I didn’t read most of the pasty (like 90% of it) cause right after I saw “ my boyfriend of 15 years” I lost my interest. But I tried to read even though, that’s why the other 9% credit. Frankly speaking, this is a lot of words and lines for someone who is 15 years old. Okay judge me cause I’m judging but do you thing it’s the right age to think about these things? You’re still a teenager. Yeah I’m not saying teenagers can’t be in a relationship but this? And you calling him husband has some irony right there! Bro you’re just 15. There’s a lot coming up for you. Think about what you wanna do when you turn 18. Don’t go calling people boyfriend or husband at this age. Bastards and bitches always come and go in you’re life. There are a lot of things which are more important than bring in a relationship. You’re in the age where you can take decision which change you’re life. What I wanna say is that, make this time useful. Not many of us are proud of the decisions we took at that age. Think wisely, think about yourself, don’t procrastinate. Think about what you wanna do when you turn 18. Cause a lot of fucked up things are waiting for you. Trust me, think about your life rather than a mere relationship where you can find a better person sooner or later.