Found out from a friend that my boyfriend behaves inappropriately intimately towards a girl (whom he just met!)when he drunk overseas few weeks back. That night he also misled me of where he was/ who he was with. Brought that up to him and he just laughed. Said that my friend is jealous of me and is trying to sow discord. Completely disregarded of what I've said. Honestly, I feel so disrespected and finally understood why my friend kept suggesting that I dump him.

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It's so silly that I always think that he'll change-- even though he has made improvements, but that just isn't enough. I can't have someone who goes running towards every female whenever she has attention to give. My life is so messy and I feel like a huge joke. Relationships can really be so traumatising when you are with the wrong person.