I truly wish that i could just stick with not caring about people, i wish that i could just turn my feelings off like i usually do,i wish that i could just treat every single one of them as my plaything.

But every once in a while there comes a gal like no other that has me falling head over heels for her and instead of sticking with her being a one night stand i just start to worry about her, i start caring about what she thinks i want to just hug her instead of even trying to go further and every single bloody time i start thinking that she likes the real me but after she gets to know me she just leaves. Every single relationship that ive been in has plummeted down to earth whenever i started opening up, whenever i start to think that this gal might be the one since she stuck with me all this time NOPE i blew it now its fucked might as well start over again.

So yeah the reason why im single is probably me.