Reddit,How old are you and what's the biggest current problem in your life?

I'm 27 and bipolar. Had a hypomanic phase (I'm now having my lithium levels checked). Broke up with my boyfriend. Went off the rails for a few weeks. Did some stupid and dangerous stuff. Spent a lot of money. Slept with a friend a few times who can be a bit of a prick. Didn't use protection because I don't think about consequences when I'm hypomanic. Now ignoring everyone I know because my head is fried. My recent ex is devastated. He doesn't know about the friend but everyone else does. I don't know what I want. Another ex just started talking to me out of the blue. Head is mangled. Not feeling well at all. Number one priority is going to the doctor this week to get STI tests. Feeling anxious and depressed (I've come down with a pretty big bump). I wish I had someone to talk to but I can't bring myself to talk to my friends right now. Everything will be okay in the end, I suppose. I've lived through it all before. Thanks for reading, if you did. Just needed to get it all out. Hating myself right now.

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