hey, just here to vent. Been very stressed and it may be nice to just get it into words Ok now time to complain!!!!! I'm almost 23 and I have no real friends, came close to failing out of highschool, dropped out of college, I suck at interacting with people, cant keep a relationship, I can't go to sleep unless I'm stoned(I'll be up all night, literally), I'm not healthy (~50 pounds underweight) , I seem to be mediocre at everything I do, I can't quit smoking, I can't seem to get myself to get in the habit to do normal, everyday things like brushing my teeth and making my bed. I get out of control when I drink(Not wild like a teenager, more along the lines of spending all of me AND my girlfriends money on a slot machine, losing my wallet, getting lost, kicked out of bars for being too drunk... that kind of thing) I'll most likely never make a career out of the ONLY thing I like to do(I love to fly airplanes, but I don't think I'm cut out to be a real world pilot, so Ill just keep it a hobby)I'm starting to realize that I'm a long way from being a happy, self sufficient person. The worst part is knowing it is 100% my own fault. I had all the best resources, fucked it all up, and now its coming back to haunt me. I'm making an effort to sort my life out. I just wish I can find something I'm good at. Just for the record, I'm not just a sad sap. I have a lot to be thankful for in my life, but Ill save that for another day. thanks for giving me an opportunity to get this out. Much appreciated. Good day all.