Idk where else to post this or talk about this one but ever since seeing Saldrine Holt in Mr.Robot and House of Cards , I have started to find her so fascinating and such a great, professional actor. In my mind, picturing her as a beautiful women with incredible talent is not enough, we have to realize the fact that she is a goddess and should be treated as such. Not to sound weird at all (I'm 18 M so not trying to be a creep or anything) but she seriously is like the women of my dreams but I heard she was married (Not like it would matter anyways, what are the chances of meeting a celebrity crush) but I still keep hope that maybe one day the chance to meet her would actually occur. An awkward encounter is something I so desperately do not want to happen if I ever did meet her I just know hardly anything about her as a person (Maybe i'm just not researching hard enough but maybe i'm also not trying to be a complete fucking creep and be weird and learn a bunch of stuff about a really pretty celebrity). IDK , this is hard to explain because she just recently became my celebrity crush and Idc if she is super skinny, she looks so good and I respect her ability to perform on screen. Fantasizing about her is what I have been doing but moving on will eventually occur, I can't spend all my time thinking about an actress who eill never even know I exist but yeah just wanting to rant about her I guess I have been feeling this way for a little bit ever since seeing Saldrine Holt.