I went to this shop party with my friends in this small town in northern Colorado. I went because it was like a year after I graduated and I wanted to see everybody I went to school with. It was nice at first but then I was confronted by a group of hick jocks. The back story to that was I had made some comments on facebook after making fun of their last name. I then get targeted & surrounded then have all kinds of beer thrown at me and I was grabbed but I quickly stepped aside and said "If you dont want me here I will leave" They refuse. They took my outside.I was apologizing and tried to reason with them, but those drunks refused to cooperate, I was forced to fight and got jumped while my pussy friends were just standing there. The whole town was laughing at me. after the fight the dude who beat me up said if he saw me he was going to get me. That moment has scarred me for life. I had to take leave off work, I still suffer from damage to my left orbital eye, I cant blow my nose because of it. I have had this anxiety of those people watching me. I called the police to have something justified but the police said "nobody saw anything". I seriously considered murdering everyone who was involved, I would have fucking massacred that whole town. I have so much rage to this day still. I decided to self motivate and relocate somewhere else. My goal now is to be successful and do damage by my success, I know I will become so fucking big they will hear my name and wish they hadnt done that shit to me. Months after I had stalked one of their sisters on facebook, found out where she worked so I can drop off a letter that I had written with positive vibes to seek some sort of closure. I am still angry, embarrassed, ashamed, and scared of what happened that night. Im glad I didnt go out and commit those acts. But they will be hearing my name. *ON TOP $$$$$$