My mom has been diagnosed with cancer two months ago and for her treatment she's moved to another state.

Now, I grew up in a family oriented environment where I've been constantly supported by her. But as she's moved elsewhere now..It feels a lot. When I say "a lot" it's actually a lot. It is rightly said that we don't realise the true value of things unless we lose them.

Never in my entire life span I've lived alone. Now I attend classes for 10 hours, have siblings to take care of, complete my assignments at night and try to make sure I don't mess up things which would let her down. Everyday feels like a battle but when I think of her..my discomfort weighs nothing in front of hers. She gives me crazy strength which is the reason I'm keeping on..maybe..I don't know.

Almost everyday from past week I've been dreaming of her. Sometimes I don't miss her, sometimes too much. Things have taken a 360° turn but yeah..as a child, I feel you here.