3. [Serious] How are you?

[Serious] How are you?

I'm doing very bad.

I am so lonely all my friends are always going out together and never invite me along. I feel so sad about it, I don't even get mad anymore just sad and depressed. I have not left my house in about 2 years since I graduated HS. I had only 1 job during that time and I just got fired and used up all my savings and am living with my parents. They themselves are ok and are off on trips and buying fancy things. They just bought a new car and are going to buy another one.

But not me why do I need to drive if I never leave? I am 20 years old and don't know how to drive and unemployed and have nonsocial life at all. My friends ignore me and my family doesn't seem to care about me at all. They all are out on a big family trip and I'm just sitting here at home thinking if I should just leave the house and kill myself far away from town so they'll never find me.

All I have in my life is my little sibling. he loves me so much and hes the only reason I haven't left this cruel life I'm living. No matter how many times I try to get help and support my family just pushes me away. Some of them have told me to just kill myself. MY PARENTS TOLD ME TO KILL MY SELF MORE THAN ONCE!! WTF did i do to them? They are the reason I'm such a failure they kept me hidden from the world and now I can't do anything no relevant job experience, no friends, nothing to look forward to. I love my baby brother so much but he's still young he will definitely move on and grow up without even remembering I existed. I just don't know what I am.

At this point I am just living because I don't have access to a fast clean and painless suicide. I can go on and on but who cares right. I was just born to die. I have nothing going for me. I used to have such a passion for cooking and music and everything that involves creativity, but all my passion and love for art has been drained away. I just want to die and I want my family to forget that I ever existed.

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