Last Year I started toutering one of my students after school hours at my home. Her family and I attended the same church and we knew each other fairly well so they were completely fine with it. I knew that there were feelings involved but told myself that I would remain professional and that it would pass. We have a 16 year age difference which wouldnt be that uncommon and would be completely ok if she had already Graduated or even if she just attended another school.. I was sitting right beside her sharing the only copy of Lord of Flies I had at my dining room table helping her interoperate different passges when she sneezed. She looked up at me and blushed super red blush and in her inocenly seductive voice whispered," excuse me". I could tell she was really embarrassed so I took her hand and looked her in the eye and told her that there was nothing to be ashamed of and that she can relax and be herself with me. I honestly dont know what came over me But I vividly remember her seductive stare. It was as if her eyes were speaking to me and they were saying,"Take me Now". Needless to say I let my desires take control and ravished her, all the while Tears of Joy were streaming down her cheeks. The tears caused by what I can only assume her powerful orgasms. Seeing those tears and hearing her shriek with joy, thinking if I didnt know better I would think she is in pain, led me to have my most memorable climax to date. We layed there, me out of breath, her trembling in pure ecstasy until I went soft inside her. It was cute because when I pulled my pants up and went to the Bathroom to clean up and grab her a towel to do the same, when I returned she was gone. No note, and not a word. Its strange because She was sent to a Psychiatric Facility not even a week after our beautiful time together..Im not sure of the exact details but I know it was for attempted suicide. I hate to think this but I know it in my heart to be true that she couldn't wait all that time until she graduated for us to be able to be together. It still surprises me to know how innocent and shy she was that day. After all What drew me to her to begin with was her maturity. She was more mature than most of the college freshmen girls that I teach in my night classes..If a stranger were to guess her age they would guess 19 just by the way she communicated.. They would Never Guess that She had just celebrated her 12th Birthday three months before at The lazer tag and go cart park with all of her 7th grade Classmates. If I could do it differently I would Definitely change a few thing..Welk Actually only one thing.. I Should have just loaded her in my van and drove to Mexico so we could have shared a life together. 10 years have passed And not a day goes by without thoughts of us together cross my mind. Even though she would be older now I know that genuine beauty like hers never fades. Im looking foward to the day she can pass a Psych Evaluation and be released into my loving arms..