I'm into bestiality. The earliest memory I have was around the age of 14 or so. I was downloading random things on limewire, decided to download the paris hilton sex tape. Somehow that led to finding and downloading a short clip of a woman having sex with her dog. I watched it a few times although never masturbated to it. My dad eventually found both the downloaded movies as I was an idiot and didn't delete them correctly. I admitted to the paris hilton tape, denied the dog sex and claimed it must have been downloaded on accident. After that I never searched for that type of thing again.

A few years later those feelings would turn up out of the blue and lead to letting the family pet lick peanut butter off me. He was never very interested and it only happened a few times. I went years without engaging in any kind of beastiality, porn or real life, wasn't really until I was around 22 that I got back into it. I started watching beastiality porn and realized quickly that I was very turned on by it. No other porn had turned me on so quickly or gotten me off so fast. At that time I was watching all kinds of porn, with beastiality sprinkled into the mix. 5 years later and it's 99% of what I get off to. Not much else turns me on anymore.

It's caused issues in the bedroom as i'm just not really turned by things. I laugh internally when the person i'm with talks about how they're kinky, only to find their kinky is some ass smacking and nipple biting. I fake most orgasms because i'm just not that into normal sex and have no desire for it.

Aside from this, i'm a pretty normal mid 20's woman. I'm sure i'll get the comments telling me i'm disgusting, blah blah. You can't help the way your brain is wired. Would I prefer to be turned on by conventional things, sure, it would make my relationships much easier. I'm not though, and I never will be and i'm okay with that.