You’re so sweet.

When I visit my boyfriend, he’s usually in his pajamas, in bed just waiting for me to get there. In a grumpy ass mood because he just woke up. He’s unhappy to see me because he thinks I’m not enthusiastic or smiling enough.

Sometimes I barge in all hyper or excited to see him and he’s just cranky as hell. I put on an annoying song and do this entire ridiculous dance routine. He absolutely fucking hated it and was angry with me for hours after for being ‘annoying’.

Ridiculous story...but holy shit I’ll never forget it. I’ll never forget just wanting to disappear.

So....the point is...I hope I find a clown someday too