The best thing you can do is not deny yourself medical care by avoiding preventative appointments (like your pap), learn what is or is not normal re: period/sex/reproductive organs, and learn to advocate for yourself aggressively. Do not worry about "wasting a doctor's time" or "being a nuisance" when it comes to your health or safety. Be insistent.
Everything seems very scary when you haven't experienced it yet, but most things are almost disappointingly mundane when you're actually dealing with them. Pap smears are certainly one of those things, providing you don't already have trauma relating to your sexual organs.