Students who've had sex with their teachers, at what point did your relationship turn physical? How do you feel about it now?

I was student teaching and had the biggest crush on my cooperating teacher. I'm 26 and he is 40, had just gotten divorced and was totally my type. A tall metal head, big beard, covered in tattoos. On my last day, walking down the stairs be informed me I had chalk on my ass, and I responded with looking back and asking "Ooh. Why are you looking??" (I chose that instead of bending over and asking him to wipe it off.) He was visibly flustered.

At the art show, after my semester was over, I wore a black mini dress and pumps. He had been drinking before, and hugged and kissed me, telling me I looked amazing. Ensue drunk texting a few days later, "You wore that for me!? You're a dead woman.." him asking to meet for drinks, telling me he "watched my ass walk his room and think of what he'd do me"... Lots of dirty texting. Pictures were sent back and forth.

One Friday he texted me to meet up. I had made plans with a friend, which I immediately rescheduled and raced out to meet my teacher straight after work. He was drunk, we met at an Applebee's between both of our towns.

He grabbed me and kissed me in the parking lot as we were walking in. I could have died...
We have some beer, talk about school and some of his tattoos and he tells me exactly ever he wants me to do.

"Slide your hand up my leg and grab my dick. Stop giggling and do it." The way he looked at me drove me insane. "You need to start on top, grab me and put it in, look at me the whole time."

The chemistry was so great, he was even funnier and seeing him so sloppy was exhilarating.

There were families around! It was so naughty. He took half a Viagra, we finished our beer and went outside to his Jeep and I fucked his brains out.

He made the best sounds and complimented my tongue and told me he'd give me a really good recommendation. The metal station was playing on XM radio, his dick was awesome and I made him cum twice.

We texted a few times after and he gave me this weird dad-esque speech and I haven't heard from him since the end of May. I drew a comic about the whole thing but can't post it because it's obviously us.

*Tl:dr *After a semester of tension, fucked my teacher/supervisor, had amazing car sex, then he ghosted me.

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