THIS WEEK

Made a new Reddit account the other day; dunno why... I just do random unexplainable shit at times. Tried messaging 2 CF people I was talking to to explain it, probably won't talk to me again but whatever. Fuck it.

I also hate that I feel inferior to those with good paying jobs and college degrees, as many girls/women I'm sure are looking for guys like that. Me? I have yet to get into a goddamned College or get a Job, but the shitty thing is is that my Family is paranoid for my safety if I were to go to College, and for Jobs today? It's a big vicious circle. You need a job to get experience, but for experience you need a job. I know there's volunteering and such, but I find those don't do much for me.

I know, I sound pathetic. [shrug]

One thing I got going for me is I got a Ortho appointment tomorrow to see if my top Braces can come off and I can get the retainer out in; got my bottoms out already with my retainer about a month ago, and my God does it feel better to not get shit stuck and be paranoid about people noticing.

Not a whole lot aside from that