I’m not from India but you’re allowed to talk to whoever you want, you should just be careful who you talk to. I personally don’t think you’ve done anything wrong but love the wrong person. You should never have to say to your man “why don’t you do this for me” you should never have to beg for respect. You were wrong to compare your partner to “a friend” who is in all actuality another potential suitor. You’re single until you’re married. Guys mostly only want one thing and they’ll play the long game to get it. Some will even stoop so low as to marry you for it but they’ll spend their life dreaming (and possibly even chasing) other women they don’t have. It’s a sick psychological world out here