No it's just the fact that you said 'Seriously, are you saying anything' that made me not want to explain it any further, cause im not even sure i can explain myself better. I JUST watched a video, that video spoke to me, made me question things and now im asking you guys about it and questioning everything you said, because that's how i learn. I learn by questioning people, challenging their opinions/beliefs etc... If i say X, that doesn't mean i BELIEVE X is true, it means that i want you to prove me wrong or agree with me, that way i can make you bring out valid points out of both those who agree with X and those who disagree with X, nothing more