(btw I don't wear fedoras, I'm not a euphoria-filled person to say the least; I'm a hispanic person with a tannish skin pigment; I can really tell this is going to be a great reality face-fuck. I want to thank you earlier for giving your free time to tell me whats wrong with me. I mean it)
Reaction to A: I'm a stereotype racist but I thought I needed to point out he was black because (to me atleast) I see a difference in a smuggy white man/black man(I'm at it again, I know). I don't want to get into much detail about it but trust me. I do see my repetitive racism and I would like to fix it someday before it gets me in serious trouble, though it won't be anytime soon.
Reaction to B: I'm a very close friend with her and I told her I threw away my first everything and I don't want her to do the same(with any guy). I want her to make her first time meaningful. I'm not sure if this makes sense but although, I feel like I have the duty to keep her safe from mishaps because her father and I are the only guys that gives a shit about her well being.
Reaction to C: But hes the person who would isolate himself from her after sex. I wouldn't, I would still stay as her friend. But, I do see where you're going with this.
After re-reading the post I initially typed, I thought "wow I'm a total self-centered racist asshole". I'm jealous of his wealth too. Not because hes black but how the way he shows it off. He throws away money like its air. And because he throws his money away, he consequently has friends(he couldn't get normal friends if he was still that smuggy). My friend personally texted me that she isn't interested in him, shes just desperate and consequently he has a 7 inch weiner(they're not going to fuck or anything, they're just going to makeout, but things might not go the way they plan).
I really needed tough love to get me through this and you brought it. Cudos to you good sir for helping me see my ways. My fault for leaving some details out. When I wrote the post, I typed my conversation between me and her when she confessed to me about her situation but I scrapped it thinking it was too much for a post.