Not sure if you’ll see this, or have had this recommended already, but if you can: Covertly record (audio/visual) these interactions as soon as they start if it’s safe for you to. Keep track of your accounts of these in a private space, wether it’s on a notes app on your phone or a private blog. I hope and pray for your journey to safety being more successful than it has been so far. You’re doing what you can, and that’s important. Don’t let anyone make you feel like if you’re not telling anyone or taking drastic action that you’re irresponsible or that you deserve this or anything- these situations are so hard to navigate. Especially as a minor. You’re taking steps just by posting.