“I need her badly!”

Look. I’m all for healing and visiting a shaman. And I hope you do! But….I do worry anytime someone starts saying “need”. That’s putting and projecting so much pressure onto this one person who doesn’t even know she is supposedly in love with you.

Idk. It just doesn’t sound healthy. I’m sorry if that’s not what you wanted to hear.

I’ve had men desperate to save me. From what? I don’t know! Talk About control.

I once even had a stranger message me that I call to him at night in his dreams and that I was his Mother Mary (wtf) and that we were spiritually intimate. No, bro. No.

Brutal honesty here. As someone who has been on the other side of this energy, it’s creepy and weird and maybe you should back off a bit. I’ve dreamt of these men sexually assaulting me. Trust me. It wasn’t mutual on my end, even if they felt it was.

If you truly love her, let her come to you. If she wants to do this soul retrieval with you, great! Just don’t get too obsessed with trying to save her and insisting she doesn’t know better.

Anyway, that was my unwarranted 2 cents. I hope you find your shaman and the visit goes well.