I’m pissed that I can’t even function normally on a day to day basis. With high anxiety levels and constant bad thoughts going through my head telling me to just off myself. I can’t do anything without feeling like a fucking failure. I’m always terrified of fucking something up. I’m pissed that I lived 18 years with someone who constantly belittled me and treated me like shit and now I’m working somewhere with a woman who treats me the exact same as my mom did. I’m pissed I can’t get a break and I’m pissed that my heart races to the point of nausea daily. I’m pissed that I started wearing leggings and the amount of gross freaks who call me out on it and make sexual remarks are in my store everyday. I’m so sick of it.