I've never been with anybody so I'm kind of hyperaware of physical touch. Whenever I hopefully get with a woman who wants that sort of interaction with me, I'd probably melt into a puddle.

In the vein of being social...I used to save my grocery shopping for the weekend instead of after work for the sole reason of having some here to go. Now I do it because I'm lazy, but I also do the meetups which is obviously orders of magnitude better.

I work in a small office. Aspects I like are that my coworkers are all nice people and we get along. I like, in some way, the relaxed nature of my work environment, but I want to stress that that doesn't always mean good. A bored mind can die just as quickly as a stressed one. In five years, I'd like to be able to say fuck it to the whole idea of working in a career for my whole life and instead make my own product or start my own business. I'm hesitant that I would be able to be happy working as a cog in a machine. I'm too entrepreneurial and creative and need to be moving in a direction I want to be content.

I've considered going back to school but for now I'm still just working away in my dull job. At least each month I work gives me more in savings to last me when I eventually decide to move on, which may be weeks or months from now. By the end of this year I'll have enough savings to survive for a couple years. But what really worries me is having to find a new job and worrying about an unemployment gap screw me over until I run out of savings.