What’s stopping (or stopped) you from suicide?

My last attempt was about 6 years ago. 3 AM and I had just "started" with my attempt when I heard my mom woke up and went to the toilet. I began to cancel and started to struggle and alot of panic but finally was free. Might be weird reading this but I don't want to tell the plans I had as I don't want to inspire anyone.

Two reasons I cancelled, one is that I feared my mom to walk into my room during it. The other is that I didn't want her to blame herself for not walking in.

I still get suicidal thoughts nowadays from time to time when I'm trying to sleep, but knowing that they only appear around bed time I consider them to be just thoughts and nothing else.

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