I can't ever tell my grandparents about the kind of person I am and that I'm constantly uncomfortable around them. That they're visible displeasure, when they hear I don't have a job or my license or that I'm doing poorly in school, hurts me to my core. My grandparents are very conservative cristian people and I love em but I have to act like a different person around them. I'm 18 years old and they don't know that I've gotten high/drunk, have zero motivation to do anything with my life, was bullied for the past three years and have really bad social anxiety because of it, and that I legitimately hate my sister. ffs they don't even know that I swear. My mom knows but if I were to tell them, I feel it would break their hearts.