((ignore my username I never thought id really post a personal thing anywhere))

All the ones ive read are all emo/goth, but i was their much cringy-er sister... Scene. From year 6 to start of 10 i was the nastiest thing. I actually had a good taste in music and loved the same bands i do now, but to be edgy and cool in middle school i listened to and said my favourite bands were Blood On The Dancefloor, BrokenCyde, dot dot curve, millionaires, ect. I wore skin tight jeans in neon colours, band-ts, colourful unblended eyeshadow all the way up to my unfilled eyebrows, i also got in fights, a lot, i mean like i definitely have some anger issues but i was trying to play that up a lot, one time i punched some girl in the face in the middle of the hallway just to make a scene, she didnt even do anything. thenproceeded to break the vent in the girls room. after middle school i chilled out a bit though. But i dyed my hair so many colours including a nasty seaweed green (this was before normal people put unnatural colours in their hair)

I killed the shit in 10th year when i realized that scene was dead and wasnt going to get me friends in highschool as it did middle (i went to a different highschool than the one that my middle fed into). After the scene dyed i took on a new shit attention seeking role. I started to date this super hot basketball player who was like a foot taller than me at the time. It was great at first but my attention seeking ass had to get something out of it so it turned toxic real quick, he had an anger streak just like me so we played fire with fire 24/7 everywhere. He dented my locker when he attempted to punch me at school (i provoked the shit outta him) and he ended up pinning his old bestfriends brothers up against a locker once cause i told him that the kid made me feel bad. I just fucking stirred up shit all the time eventually ending after a night at a symphony concert double date with my bestfriend where i got him to end up screaming at me infront of all these upperclass middle aged couples making me look like the poor girlfriend feeding my attention seeking ass.

I spent most of the rest of highschool with people who were basically like the plastics. We even wore pink on Wednesdays. In this time i burnt a lot of friendships with the few good people i had in my life because they we're good looking enough or cool enough.

Basically up until about 3-4 years ago i was the biggest attention seeking teenage piece of shit. And hey posting this probably means i still am.