Kinda long...

My ex cheated on me with my friend id had since I was in grade school, but it gets worse.

A week before we broke up, I had just moved into a house with my then gf. Had the boys over to chat and they ask me about marriage, kids etc. Obviously I was nervous and had doubts about my own abilities but was still hopeful and felt that this would go away with time and getting to know her better, so we chatted. And they ended up telling her all of it in the worst way possible. Weirdly enough to, I would call them to hang and they wouldn't even answer, which was really confusing because I didn't put two and two together til l was meeting up with her after weeks to give her her cut of the house, when she told me that not one, but two of my friends tried to get with her after our breakup just weeks earlier. These dudes were always schemers and both hard-core Trump voters, and yet herenthwy were, lying to a bunch of nerds about who they were to get laid. They wanted what I had, so they blew up my new friend group I had made(I'm pretty nerdy so it's hard to meet people), my relationship, and all trust I have in anyone.

The ex bought a house blocks from me where they lived together. Apparently recently though, she had been expecting a ring, and my old friend had no intention of ever marrying her, as I thought(they were together a pretty long time but I always assumed it wouldnt work because he changed who he was completely to be subservient to her)They broke up after five years because of this.

My other friends liked the free social plug I had created in getting to know this girl, so even though I introduced literally all of them to each other, they too all went to their parties without me, hung out there and talked shit about me for years, while I was in a house I could no longer afford...alone. I cried weekly; tried to kill myself once, and then had to deal with another friend passing away.

Anyway... They probably follow me here just to see if I'd post about them, so everybody wave!