I'm sorry this happened to you. Something kind of similar happened to me.

I have some trust issues I guess stemming from this girl who I thought I loved, like no question I thought she was the most amazing person in the world, just perfect. But I was blind I guess. She was a year younger and decided since I had left to go to university after high school and she was still back in our hometown, which was only an hour and half a half drive away, that she would just fuck some of my old friends that stayed there as well. Now I know it's just one person and it shouldn't affect how I think about others but it has.

So last summer I was doing a couple month semester abroad where my university has a small l satellite campus. There were about 60 of us from the school there. I met this girl in the first week and we clicked right away. She was so great. So easy to talk to forever, we got along to well, absolutely beautiful. We got close right away and after the first month or so of us spending like everyday together I really started to think this girl could be someone I could actually want to really be with again (which would be the first I've thought about seriously since the last gf). We spent every night together for like the last 3 weeks. It was so great. So then we are all heading back and she leaves a day earlier than me. Everything seems fine. I leave and text her when I land and no response. So whatever I wait a while and text something else. Then she says "I'm sorry I have to tell you something. I have a boyfriend and you shouldn't text me anymore". Then adds "your a really great guy and you'll find someone but it can't be me." Like wtf. That's it. That's the last I've ever heard.

Fuck anyway that's long sorry it kind of just sucks.