2nd march 2020, on my gf's b'day.

Was invited there as a "friend" ( her family didn't knew I was her bf, plus his big brother and everyone's kinda strict )

That was my first visit to her house, 4 other girls were there. And only me as a male friend.

Just imagine the tension in the air.

I behaved and pretended well, we all were on terrace, ( his brother room is on terrance and we were there for few hours whilst he was downstairs )

When everyone was to leave including me, she kissed my Cheek and then 1 little kiss on lips followed by a hug.

That was the last time I kissed her and hugged her. And was the last hug I got.

Right now, we are in our home, away, 0 communication ( no calls, messages, etc ) coz her parents are working from home too, her brother and mother knows about us and we are just far away from each other and this situation will most likely continue to be like this for atleast 6-7months more.