thank you for replying and your time brother..

I did my best to make her feel loved and special, at first when we met online used to send her daily romantic messages, daily special things, after we met, everyday in a different caffee in the city, had the best valentines day together. most importantly i made sure to repeat myself almost 5 times a week by telling her that i appreciate life for her and I'm aiming for that "Yes" when i propose to her i dont know what else i could do

i wish i could have fun again, i used have couple of hobbies but now nothing is enjoyable without her in the picture as we used to spend the entire time together everyday. thank you mate