[30/m] Bipolar Guy losing hope fast. Need smart help. Family and friends can't help me.

At work and at university I get people calling me weird. It was just off what I say. My emotions don't align with situations so sometimes I come off as inappropriate. I once laughed in a group setting at my friend because his grandma died alone. My grandparents all died before I could remember them so I don't have much of understanding of that relationship. It made me laugh for some reason. All my friends were angry. And slowly invites stop and that was it.

I sometimes get amazing thoughts and ideas. They're part of my condition of the brain constantly working. I had a friend yell at me because I was "talking crazy" again.

I grew up youngest of 4 sisters. My mom is a bit of a feminist so I was always in the shadows. They all went to university I didn't even graduate high school. My dad was never interested in me and my mom focused on the girls. They're the superstars. I tried bringing it up recently of not getting any help or guidance she just ignored me.

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