This is exactly how I feel. It's nice to know other people are going through this, and we aren't alone. Nothing is more frustrating than making all of these plans to clean, and do all the stuff you need to get done, and then when the time comes you're like "eh". My room can get so messy and chaotic, and I just don't clean it because it doesn't interest me whatsoever. I get this weird anxiety about the commitment of how long it would take to fold all of my laundry etc, and just avoid it all together. My whole life is a cycle of planning > getting distracted by my own thoughts/and or avoiding> getting anxiety because I don't finish anything> crying because my life is half finished mess> Rinse and repeat.