My parents continuously tell me if had co-slept with my children they wouldn't be autistic. They lacked "maternal warmth" as infants so I screwed up.

I fucked up big time, and it's all my fault.

My kids go to bed by 7:00 pm and I wake them up at 7:00 am to keep a schedule, it helps keep the sanity in our house and I get to have adult time with my husband.

But no. My parents tell me my kids sleep too much, I should co-sleep with them and let them be awake and sleep whenever they want. They'll start "recovering" from the autism.

Fuck me. I can't get anything right.

My kids only eat peanut butter, fruit and cheese. Sometimes I can squeeze chicken nuggets, pbj sandwich or grilled cheese.

Well, apparently, according to my parents if I feed my kids "everything" that means soda, cookies, and cake like all kids should, then, they should be less autistic.

Do whatever you want. We're on survival mode here, especially with kids on the spectrum. We deserve to be respected and I don't give two fucks about what people think I should do.