Here is most of what he said in Swedish I think, long post inc:

Q: Do you still read reddit after all the shit that has been?

Yeah I still read some, I just think that there are many idiots out there that has to believe what they like to think. Then it is what it is sort of, I put myself in this position and I think that I deserve a lot of what is said. But I still think there is a limit, but according to many others I deserve it without a limit (100%) And it is taken so far that I do get private messages that says like "stop playing", which might be one of the milder ones. But I don't know really, "commit suicide" isn't really fun to read, it really isn't. And of course, many think that us professionals should have learnt to deal with it and control the hate we get but it's harsh you know, I'm as much of a human as anyone else. So when I read something like that I both get angry and sad. But you still keep reading because you know there are still people out there who support me and it's really hard to show appreciation to them and at the same time ignore the people who doesn't belong there. But it is what it is, I am where I am because of my own decisions nonetheless. I think the only way for me to really come back is to play good in the LCS, I don't think that even if I say something or write something regarding all of this or do statements it won't help, because people won't accept that and I don't really care about those people to accept my apology and become my fan again. But I still think the best way for me to show that I deserve to be what I am today is to just play good in the LCS, and I think it's one of my stronger parts, to play well. And then there are people who think that I am a tough person to work with which I really don't agree with. And if you had asked both Elements and Fnatic I'm pretty sure that both would have said that I'm one of the easier players to work with. Of course it's hard sometimes when you complain that some things aren't working and you think that some things you do aren't very important and you want to get things done so you only have to focus on the game. Of course sometimes I have been a little too hard but I think that I've always put my best foot forward and worked a lot to get the team to work both in Elements and Fnatic so I think they would say I was a good guy.

There will always be people who dislike you because of what you do and it doesn't have to mean they dislike you as a person and might be because they like another guy I play against who I beat or maybe lose to. Then they try to protect that guy and hate on me, so there will always be people who hate. Although I still think I've received a lot of shit, and I always get comments that say I should ignore it and just keep playing but it's tough, like nothing worked in Elements and at the same time I lost all fan contact what so ever. So it was tough, it still is. I don't think much have changed I just feel like I have to start somewhere and streaming pretty okay. In one way I'm kinda close to the people watching but at the same time I do my own thing without feeling that it's an awkward spot in comparison to making a statement that will get onto reddit where people will interpret it word by word and then it gets wrongfully interpreted. On stream I can do my own thing, my strong side is to play well which I want to show because that was what made me famous for the most part at least. Many other that are well known have their own unique personalities like there's only one qt-pie in the world but there are many people who are like and that's why I think I have a lot of fans because many can relate to me. Not that I am where I am right now, but that you start young and playing computer games are tons of fun and then you become a pro just like that and I think that's really fun and a lot of people take me as a role model. And I want to appreciate that people like me but it's hard to handle everything, I am still only 18 y/o it's not like I have a lot of experience in this. I mean it's not like I got told to kill myself in letters when I was growing up. And then lot of people think they are really smart too, I mean it's easy to be after wise, things really didn't work out in Elements it's not more than that so it's easy for people to jump at you and I deserve most of it. I didn't make it easy for many, not myself either. But what people doesn't seem to understand is that I'm still only 18 and for it to be a first time making a decision like that and get suicide messages because of it is a first too. I am not perfect, and I won't become perfect if I don't make any mistakes and that was my mistake and I'm trying to learn form it. I am not sitting here being nonchalant about it, I do regret it. And it's not like I can do anything about it, I can't reverse time and go back to what I had, I have to make the most out of the situation, live and learn it's not much more than that. In the end I play because I think it's fun, and I think all of this take away a lot of focus on that. I don't think it's fun to play and get put down all the time or how you say it.

It's really nice to be home either way, many friends who try to show understanding and both my mom and sister to talk to even if they don't understand all of it it's nice to have someone there. It will be really nice to play again, I'm not used to a break this long when I've been in playoffs two years in a row and now I've almost been home a month and it's still a month left before summer split starts. And it's tough I don't feel like I have much to gain, I wake up, not much fun and I have to have the motivation to play all time and it's tough. But I struggle on like everybody else and in the end we're only human.

Then he talks about how it's nice to meet and talk to his friends and to have people see him as Martin Larsson and not Rekkles.