Hmm okay well that sounds like it could maybe reasonable goal. Maybe, though. I'm not sure you can ultimately find that online.

I got a lot of questions, though. I noticed you said you get anxiety from posting as well as 'engaging with someone directly'. And also that platforms such as Discord require 'massive investment for little reward'. What do you mean by all of that? I'm a frequent user of Discord & similar platforms and I've never thought of it as some sort of investment scheme, so Im not sure I understand where you're coming from. What is the output you're trying to get from using it? Is it friendship? Enjoyment? What do you mean by platforms being 'cliquey'?