I understand. Boredom is huge for me, and just feeling neutral all of the time. I do feel things occasionally, bit it takes quite a bit to get me there. I'm rarely surprised by anything, I haven't genuinely laughed at anything for I dont know how long. Most of my reactions to things are trained so I fit in with conversing with others. Took a while to learn the mannerisms, mostly just watching and learning up through high school.

Sociopathy is viewed mostly negative because of societies view on things. But it's a spectrum, I am most likely on that spectrum, but haven't felt the urge to check. This is quite possible in your case as well. The Wisdom of Psychopaths is a great book and does a good job of describing the different types and levels of psychopaths.

It has its benefits, but as you said it's just boring. Not depressing, not joyful. It just is.