I been abandoned in the most cruel way by the person I considered to be the love of my life, just 6 months after loosing my little sister and best friend to cancer. Today is day 4 and the compounded grief I am feeling and the lack of support is overpowering. I been unable to stop the chocking anxiety and having been already depressed this blow feels like being bulldozed while you are already down. He was very cruel in how he did it, over the phone and citing my depression and anxiety and telling me how I will always be unhappy because I glorify suffering and don’t want to make room for anything else...saying how he didn’t care about me being depressed and anxious and to “stop the drama”. I would not have expected this treatment from him in a million years & to grieve him while I was already mourning such a huge loss feels overwhelming.

Thank you for writing your post, it truly reflects my current state and I couldn’t have detailed it any better.