That's super interesting. Yes, guys I've been with did seem to enjoy the fact that they were giving me an amazing experience. If I ever connected with a woman like that, it would be pretty next-level. One nice thing about penises is that they give you lots of feedback during oral, so you can tell what's working - that's a lot of fun, though I'm not a fan of getting face-fucked unless I'm deeply in sub-space; I like the control aspect of giving.

I also feel like guys are less inhibited (than I am, and also than the women I've been with), which helps me relax too. I can feel other people's feelings to some extent, and their desire ignites and magnifies mine. I guess I feel like male energy is the match that lights the fire in me, so I'm mostly straight even though I think women are super beautiful, soft, and fragrant.