It’s not that you’re mature to pull it off. It’s bc you’ve had practice elsewhere and it became normal. And don’t worry, Im ok. It’s actually helps make it easier when I think about how cold you can be. I wrote one, do you want me to post? I swear I’ll get off Reddit after this, this place is not healthy for my mind. I am really grateful you keep the posts nice and sweet. A nasty one is just one I don’t think neither one of us deserve at this point, don’t you think? I cried the other day I’m sure n told you. I’ve had a hard time feeling so misinterpreted by you. Maybe you have me pegged but i don’t think you do know my heart. I might have ranted it but you never I inquired… sad but I truly understand it. It was only good intentions shrouded by my flaws but I was true with you. Maybe that’s why I think I have a right to self riteos? I don’t know, this is the most I’ve been honest and tried out of all my rels…. No more tears. I think we finally both feel ready to let go