Well I'm not Christian, I'm a Naturalist. I went to church with my friend I met in therapy, well ex-friend now. I cut him off because he blocked me.. well I guess reversely... (and the girl I met in church, I cut her off too). This was like over a month ago. I went twice, and I met a girl there who I fucked. Disgusting girl honestly I should have never stooped down to a nasty promiscuous girl... but anyways

It was the men who seemed to judge me negatively. They would talk to my friend before me, talking about me--asking my friend what my name is. That was really annoying and weird as hell. And they would just act odd in my presence, as if they were more judgmental than normal people. They all had an aura of sanctimonious loser fakeness. The way they looked at me was almost unnatural.

I also met this one guy who was my age and tried to explain to me why God is real. I could tell his jimmies got rustled because I kept on refuting to the best of my ability his points, with confidence. He really seemed so insecure and... unhinged.

It was an apostolic church. Everyone seemed so dead inside, like a living zombie, except for my friend... he's actually a smart Christian. I hated it. Not surprised by that though.