Yeah I feel that me using that term is an internal thought of how I feel about myself since I have internalized transphobia. I understand everything you said and agree, but it’s more so how I see myself.

I am not generalizing that all trans women are not women. I don’t want that to be the message. The topic is about me, not trans women in general so I just don’t want to be targeted over terminology as I myself am a trans woman. I am just speaking in terms of imposter syndrome and having the feeling of being fake. Basically the term is tied to the voices of dysphoria that we tell ourselves so I don’t want my message to be misconstrued at all.