Yeah;) since then i have also grown a lot. 5 years ago u was a naive and idealistic high schhol student, now i study at an uni. I have also experinced lost of different state of consciousness. It is possible that had i tripped when inwas 17 but today it would go much better. So... I know few people that use amanitas, they have a bad reputation. Its actually hard to overdose on them - ld50 of muscimol is like 45 mg/kg when 30 mg is psychoactive. Or like 10 - 15 caps.. Maybe 150 grams dried ? Said in an othee way : if you trip on 1000mg -1500mg dxm an consider youre pretty much dead at 3500 mg, you re closee to overdosing than you eat like 20g dried. Most cases of amabita muscaria fatalities were 1) people freezing to death or choking on vomit or 2) people using amanita pantherina which is said to be 10 times stronger.