Cocaine my dude.

I was at a party with my friend and I just wanted to be sober that night, no real reason. So many fucking people asked me to drink, to smoke, snort a line! I declined every offer and just chilled on the stairs fuckin with my phone.

I finally caved and told everyone I would take a hit, just one though. They packed me greens and I hit it hard because I was only hitting it once. I felt bad instantly, my heart felt like it was about to explode, I couldn’t breathe, I kept rubbing my hands on my face because I couldn’t feel anything?? Everyone became immediately spooked cuz here’s this small girl rocking back and forth in her chair saying she feels like she’s gonna die. Ugh I hate even thinking about that night.

Found out later from some friends that the guy who packed the bowl snow-capped the fuck out of it. Makes me so extremely angry to this day. And this was the second time someone’s laced my shit.