It's subtle. I can be keeping to myself, having an uneventful month or two, and I'm itching to talk about something that most people don't want to engage about. Say, the Mandela Effect, or alien's creating humans, and this being a prison planet, or our souls are recycled, or that all religion is a misunderstanding that they were in fact alien beings just trying to teach us to behave ..what ever, just something that you have to be "aware" just to talk about it, whether it's true or not, or just b/s, but without fail, when I talk about such things, or discuss them on a message board, such as this, then something will happen that will force my attention away from those topics to deal with an immediate problem. Say, I'll get a flat tire, or something will break, or I'll get into an argument with someone, what ever, I'm just giving examples of things that will crop up, and force me to re-focus my attention away from discussing those things.

It's as if those topics are 'taboo' and negative things happen that force me to stop talking about it. As if some overlord is shaking their finger at me going "uhh ahhh, that's a bad thing, and you know it, here's some crap in your life to get you back on the sleepy dream land track"

I used to have a YT page all about the Mandela Effect, and I'd be talking to people and explaining it, and the fire alarm in my apt building would go off, car alarms would go off, the power would blip off. Meanwhile, nothing had gone on for weeks, but within a few minutes of starting the discussion, distracting events try to pull me away.

You have to be aware of the calm times, and watch for the association of starting to talk about things, and immediately something happening, that had not been happening, and how it distracts focus.

See that association over a period of years, and you'll see there's a pattern. It's easy for people who are not aware of it to just poo-poo it, and say I'm creating associations where not exist. That's always the sleepy people, who don't know what's happening but will try to discredit someone else.

I don't know if I'm being clear, but the bottom line, is that there seems to be an energy that monitors, and tries to steer back on track if we stray into too heavy an awareness.

Yah, I'm sure that sounds crazy. BuT I'm NoT CrazY, I sWeAr !!!!!