first and last experience with mushrooms

I understand how you feel. I first tried an eighth and had a great time, tried to replicate my experience the next week and did very successfully. Then.. Then I thought I knew enough about how mushrooms worked and how they were non toxic so not phisically harmful, so I decided to step it up and eat 3 eighths. I piled the bags of dried mushrooms onto a digiorno pizza, folded the monstrosity into a shroompizzataco, and devoured the entire thing after a couple blunts, washed it down with a whole quart of orange juice. Ho...ly...SHIT i learned a lot that night, learned a lot about ego death where before I had no idea. I also understand what you experienced, and based on what I have seen, when a person experiences ego death specifically with mushrooms, it is a experience that most, almost all people, do not wish to revisit, and most will never take mushrooms again after that trip. I don't know how or why, or if it's a good or bad thing, but I was one of the rare few that did return to that state, I was completely fascinated with mushrooms and DMT. I proceeded to trip mushrooms hundreds of times after that trip, always learning something new or experiencing new growth and perspective with each experience and even achieving ego death a few more times on my journeys. The most beautiful and profound things I have ever experienced have been thanks to mushrooms, DMT, and LSD. I've wanted to study these drugs and how they actually can help people in a medicinal way, from treating depression to migraines to taking away the suffering of the terminally ill, and of course so much more potential for these drugs, I with they weren't frowned upon out of fear and misunderstandings. Although it is true that these drugs aren't for everyone, which is sad, kind of like sex isn't for everyone, or chocolate, I'm sorry you had a bad trip, but I'm sure you were still able to take away something positive, not everyone can be a psychonaught, but I'm glad you support the community. Thanks for sharing

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