Yea, we just had a serious heart to heart because my old symptoms have been so bad so early and I took a test, of course it's negative. We are wanting to wait a year or so, but I still have an appointment with an RE in two weeks because they suspect I have endo and surgery is looking imminent. Anyway, even though we decided to WTT we still hit what I suspect my fertile days are and I can't help but want to be freaking pregnant. It's not ideal, but you want to know what's more not ideal? Having a broken womb and paying a lot of money for something that's supposed to be free.

I think that they are in a world where tcc is relaxing and just about having sex and if it doesn't happen? Nbd.

My husband keeps saying that we didn't try for very long and that I shouldn't be worried. It really made me second guess our communication because I felt like I was baby making sex, and he had no idea? Though, when I broke down the months I was like, "no. Remember this happebed and we had to be really quiet because these people were visiting and it was all because it was fw!" I don't often tell him when I'm fertile (when we were actively trying) because I didn't want to stress him out. But holy shit man, it's looking like he's going to be given a brief every single day on my fertile signs and what it might mean so it doesn't slip his mind in the future.

Sorry, this turned until a rant. You apparently struck a chord with me today, ttc, or in this case, but, is for the freaking birds.